My Tiny Little Space

Sometimes, people wants to be alone, and sometimes they choose an empty space. A space that make them feel comfortable and secured. This empty space of mine is my room. Small, dusty and nasty little space where i can cry when I'm sad, laugh and smile when I'm happy. It also gives me the ambiance for me to think critically and capability to compose something like this. and when the world is against me, this little tiny space gives me a shoulder to lean on and it offers me the time to recover from any heartache and heartbreaks that I've been going through.  I'm so blessed to have this place. This place built whoever  I am today. This place is my true sweet home. 

Unlimited Happiness

One year of existence, One year of unlimited happiness.. I can't even explain how happy I am when i finally got her, Its just like, I'm on the top of the world! no one will ever take this mood away from me. One year has past, Still, The happiness that she brought to me is the same. Its truly unlimited!

Sometimes, I'm a little bit confident to her, not knowing her feelings, not knowing what she think of me.. and I admit that I hurt her since then. but, I just want her to know that I'm still the man she knew and I'm willing to prove it once again to her, regardless of what the situation is.. all she needs to do is t listen to me, and I promise that all the things I'll tell to her is the truth.

Now, one year has past, and still, I'm looking forward for many years to come. And I will embrace all the hardships, happiness and even heartbreaks that may lead us into our way. 1st Anniversary is always the sweetest one. So I made this one to appreciate what we've done for the past year. and I'm looking for more silly things to come to our little but happy relationship.. 

i will no longer make it like a novel or something.. All i want is to greet you a HAPPY HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3

Labing Isa, Patungo sa Walang Hangan

Sa loob ng labing isang buwan, marami akong nakilala, nakita, naranasan at nalaman. Mga kaalamang hindi ko pa naransan. Parang kailan lang, isip ko'y naguguluhan, tila di malaman ang tunay na nararamdaman, tila hindi sigurado sa mga desisyong ginagawa. Pero LABING ISANG BUWAN ang lumipas, heto ako't nakaharap sa salamin ng kasiyahan. Kasiyahang idinulot sakin ng isang desisyong hindi ko pinagsisihan, hindi ko pinagsisihan sapagkat simula pa lang, sigurado na ako sa aking nararamdaman.

Bagamat nagdaan ako sa isang sitwasyon na kung saan ang minsan kong minahal ay napagkamalan akong manloloko sapagkat "binack stab" ako ng aking matalik na kaibigan. sa huli, naiwan akong dumurugo at naghihikahos sa sakit na bunga ng saksak na hindi ko man lang nalaman na tumarak na pala aking puso. Masakit, Mahapdi at tila hindi pa naghihilom ang sugat na dulot ng saksak na gawa ng aking matalik na kaibigan.

Nagtatanong, nagtataka? bakit sa kabila ng sakit na dulot nito? heto ako't NAPAKASAYA? Makalipas ang labing isang buwan, ngayon, alam ko na ang kasagutan. Matapos ang masakit na yugto ng aking buhay, pumasok naman ang isang pang yugto na tunay na nagbigay sa akin ng kasiyahan. Binuno ko ang labing isang buwan ng aking buhay na kasama ang taong tunay na nagbibigay ng kahulugan sa buhay ko, isang taong nagmamahal sa akin nang buong puso. isang taong minahal ko ng buong buo.

Ngayon, Labing isang buwan ang lumipas, nagbago man ang panahon, edad, at personalidad ko, alam kong hindi nagbago at hindi magbabago ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. Pagmamahal na handang harapin ang lahat para lamang siya'y lumigaya. Kaya naman sa simpleng presentasyon ko, sana'y masiyahan ka. MARAMING SALAMAT sa panahong iginugol mo para sa akin. bawat segundo, minuto, oras at araw na kasama kita, parating kasiyahan ang tangi kong natatamo at nararamdaman. Salamat sa labing isang buwan ng walang sawang pagmamahal mula sayo. 

MALIGAYANG pang LABING ISANG BUWAN ng ating simple ngunit napakasaya at napakaligayang pagsasama. Hangad ko ang walang hangan para sa ating dalawa. Ang buhay ko na wala ka ay katulad ng isang punong tuyot na hindi mamumunga ng bulaklak hangang nandyan pa ang init na dulot ng tagaraw.  

Twisted Feelings

A few weeks before, I'm falling for a girl, a girl who has a capacity to think critically, to understand society and the problem of the society as well. But, Am I really falling for her? or I just want a person to talk to? to talk of my late bloomed love for my course Sociology? In any case, I admit that I fell in love with her. DO I really know what the term "love" means? or my mind follows what my heart says? whatever it is,  I just want to tell everybody that even a massive feelings for a person may switch to another person that's because of the bonding times, serious times, and everything you can do together with her/him. For that i conclude that my feelings to person i love is already switched to the one who's made me smile, comforts me it the times of struggle, and accepted me for what I am and who I am. And for that, I can say that my feelings to the person who formerly i loved is switched to the person who completed my everything. Thank You for making me this way. :) 

For the people who read this post, please, try to wear my shoes or try to be in my situation before concluding my personality or before concluding a certain part of me. And I'm sure, you will understand me.. i only want to share what my situation is.. Thanks  guys :)